"I'm just a little bit caught in the middle. Life is a maze and love is a riddle."

AHH I COULD POOP IM SO EXCITEDLKJQOEFJWFE
hihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihih
oh and ummmm....
HIIIIIIIII!
I've been MIA for quite a while...
mmmm yeh.. about that.
I was just busybusy.
but I had a case of summer boredom and you know threw up this set. delish.
 
here's where I say that I'll make more of an effort this summer to get more active on polyvore.. but we'll just see how that turns out. I'll have softball and tennis and all this crap going on.. PLUS I'm trying to find a job.. ahem, but I've yet to actually fill out any applications.... lalalalala
+ I have to get a worker's permit to work at Pacsun? POOH.
or maybe Delia's, my sister worked there for years so it could be easier to get hired.
but it feels like it shall be crazy.
I can't imagine myself at a job.
blep.
 
UHHHH CAR SHOPPING IS NOT AS FUN AS IT WOULD SEEM.
especially when your price range is like a dollar....
but I'm going to look at one todaaaaay HOLLLAA
can'twaitcan'twaitcan'twaitcan'twait
I just want to find one already that's not a buttload of crap. that would.. be uhh.. nice. you know.
 
SO HOW GOES IT WITH EVERYONE????
IDEK WHO IS STILL ON HERE
BUT I HAVE TO GO HELP MY DAD BLEPBLOOPBLOP
HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII :)

Sontag - 27 Februar 2011 - 19:52.
I'm really happy with my music updates lately >-.>
 
did they put a limit on the notes too!? (like for contests..)
because it just deleted half of what I wrote.
I'll try to fix it later, because I'm being kicked off. D::(
 

ANYWHOO LOVE AND UNICORNS AND RAINBOWS ALL OVER DA PLACE
 
GUTEN ABEND.
 
p.s. going to watch the Golden Globes (that's the one right?)
 
p.p.s. I don't really care as long as Inception wins the overall BAMF-ness award, because.. that's a thing right? it should be.

SPORTS.
sorry I always do this the last day. So this was a tough one, sports are actually a huge part of my life, but I'm usually the one playing.. not taking pictures. I have taken some tennis ones during a tournament before, but I'm not going to upload photos of my teammate's online..
so I took all of these tonight, clockwise
1. my varsity tennis letter, and if you can't see the words in the bottom hole say "GO BIG or GO HOME." which a. I love and b. was our softball slogan thing last season. (sophomore/this year, I wasn't fully on varsity but ya know enough tournaments that I lettered.)
2. that's a softball, I like messing with layers but I'm not so hot at it I don't think
3. this was straight out of the camera, I love my Onitsuka Tigers. they're the more vintage form of ASICS, my dad has some old ones but not so colorful :b
I remember when I first wore them in middle school people thought I was like brave to wear such bright shoes, like wut. and now that's what everyone wears, ohh so ahead of the trends I am (:
4. Most of my softball/soccer jerseys through the years. I thought it was a neat idea. 14 is my number, but someone else usually has it so my favorites are the ones that actually have 14. The black one is the best even though that was the suckiest softball team ever ahah, at least we lost in style
 
enjoy (:
http://www.flickr.com/photos/38824600@N02/

wow I thought this was going to be very hard, but I actually was able to get a lot of pictures.
(in fact, sorry there are so many /:)
and nutella is.. food of the gods okay?
 
1. that was my first jar of nutella *tear*
2. a nutella crepe I had today at this nifty restaurant in the city
3. I love our heart waffle maker (umm with nutella too?)
4. my grandma's banana "cake"/bread recipe. SO TASTY. I like how you can see the wear and messiness
5. another, I was trying for a neat DOF but my mom was giving me weird looks and my hands were semi-dirty so I didn't want to touch my camera too much.
 
they're all on my flickr so lemme just whore that out
(+ they're much better quality)
one moment....
http://www.flickr.com/photos/38824600@N02/

Freitag - 4 Februar 2011 - 20:17.
♪ It sounds like we would of had a great deal to say to each other,
I bet when I leave my body for the sky the wait will be worth it. ♫
Airplanes ~ Local Natives
beautiful song, much love.
 
so yeah, I kind of like this set, -ish.
that dress is probably everything I'd ever wish for. it's got vintage, wallpaper-esque print (skirt), multiple patterns, some crochet-ish stuff on the back, and chock full loverlyness.
so yes, wish it was real..
 
IT FEELS LIKE A MONDAY.
..all day, I mean after three snow days? pshhaww.
my sister got 22 in. like 2.5 hours away, we got.. honestly I really don't know,
it was a bit but not that much.
I HAVE SO MANY SNOW/ICE PICTURES that I need to EDIT and UPLOAD to FLICKR and I'M bored SO I TYPE in ALTERNATING caps AND non-caps. COOL.
plus other pictures, I'm just a regular little miss who thinks cause she has a Canon it makes her a photographer. REPRESENTIN'
 
and yes, I'm starting on quotes on my walls. I've picked out quote(s) (I guess I shall start with one right now ahah) and I've picked the location for the first and like the font. And now I just need to do it, yesh.
 
"You can complain that roses have thorns.
Or you can rejoice because thorns have roses."
 
I love it, it's always kind of been my life motto-ish, similar you know.
it's all perspective.
 
other's I'm thinking of
➨"we feel along in a strange blue ocean and we’re all scared as death to die."
—Young London ~ AVA
(I just love the way this sounds, and I really honestly think this song might be my favorite ever, which is impossible, but it's just so lovely. And I just love this to pieces)
➨"After the game, the king and the pawn go in the same box."
—Italian proverb
(neato, everyone's equal, we're all human, we deserve the same respect and rights, unless you prove yourself to be a douche, then your little chess piece is allowed to be thrown under the couch and forgotten and replaced with some other figurine.)
➨“I’m just a little bit caught in the middle. Life is a maze and love is a riddle.”
—The Show ~ Lenka
(LHUFF this song and lyrics)
➨"Things turn out best for the people who make the best of the way things turn out." —John Wooden
(I actually like the wording, and it's quirky and I like it)
➨“There are so many kinds of beautiful.” —Tumblr (ahah)
(true)
➨“Show me the world that’s inside your head.” —Shove ~ AVA
(I think I would just completely fall for anyone who said this to me..)
➨"you don’t have a soul. you are a soul. you have a body.” —C.S. Lewis
(interesting, and I like)
➨“I regarded the world as such a sad sight, until I viewed it in black and white.”
—Dear Vienna ~ OC
(the world seems sad and tragic and evil, but if you just view it in its simplicity - we're alive, there's so many things to be happy out, there is so much beauty, yes there are tragedies, but in each tragedy is a tale of hope or good)
➨"Life is like a jigsaw, sometimes it's all over the floor
When the pieces fit together, you feel a thing you've never felt before"
—It's Alright ~ ONO
(it's kind of long for one that I don't absolutely adore, but I still like it)
➨ "Sometimes I feel like a million little pieces." —quote on here
(I just had to add this, I just really enjoy it.)
 
so yeah.. I think I can fit all those on my wall yes?
ughhalskdfjaiwfej I've already narrowed it down from so many, but I want all of them!
HMPHHH MAKE ME A BIGGER WALL DADDY.
and I already have huge walls, but I'm not sure if it would look great with so many, I'll try and think of ideas though. because I shall get them all, somehow I shall.
 
POTASSIUM. that's all.
(anyone get that?)
 
GUTEN ABEND.
 
p.s. I love your face.
 
p.p.s. especially when it's singing a lovely song.
 
p.p.p.s. HINT HINT

Dienstag - 2 Februar 2011 - 14:34.
hi, art set.
I should make more of these, they're fun. I just think mine are too busy or something.
SONG LOVE LISTEN YES?
rawwrrfreakignurhg my computer keeps being a butt and freezing and stalling and such.
not yum.
 
OH SO YEAH. my facebook was hacked and the guy who did it has like emailed me? you know creepy, but today he said "your password is [insert password]. I felt slightly guilty"
well thanks, but yeah not thanks for hacking it in the first place. o_0
but fb disabled my account when I told them someone hacked it so I STILL can't login.
darn.
 
my parents are trying to get me to do something since this is my second ice day in a row.. so I need to get off the computer so they stop bugging me..
 
Guten Tag :-)
 
p.s. I just think that's the cutest smiley face (-:
 
p.p.s. OMFG PLAY THIS SRSLY BEST THINGS EVEFJWEHJRFWEIJFSKFDLJ
http://sillydreamsorimaginations.tumblr.com/post/3068608909

Sontag - 30 Januar 2011 - 19: 45.
THIS SONG LISTEN.
it's like a Juno-esque ball of wonderfullnessss!
and because I'm a cool kid I made a summery set in the middle of winter. snow's cold, summer's warm... WARMTH. I almost forget what that feels like..
and I'd say Voldie's to-do list fits in AOKAY with this set, wouldn't you say?
and I like mixing patterns.. mmk?
 
this has been the least productive weekend in awhile. ahah NOTHING ACCOMPLISHED. Except I just added like 34 songs to my collection.. I'm actually running out of space on my ipod :o
anyways jammin right now DUNDUNNUHNUHDUNNUHNUH
 
I'm starting to miss my facebook now...
a week or so ago I tried logging in and it said I had the wrong password, so then I see I have these emails saying how someone tried to change my fb email/password and press this link if this wasn't you. So then I do some stuff and they lock my account until they can figure it out.. but they haven't responded back yetttttt. So it's like my facebook was deleted as of now, no one can see it.
And THEN I get this email that's like "be more careful.. I veraciously recommend it" WTF. creeper creep, and scary. like I'm finna VEEEEEEEERACEOUSLY kill you while you're sleeping. that's how I see it...
plus I wasn't.. uncareful. that password is easy-ish yes, if you knew me...
so I try to contact facebook again but all the forms are all PLEASE IDENTIFY YOUR ACCOUNT which I can't do because it's locked. so kudos facebook, you're really efficient and all.
just makes me get on tumblr more, which is not too bothersome(:
 
GUTEN ABEND.
 
p.s. YOU GOT DESIGNER SHADES JUST TO HIDE YO FACE.
 
p.p.s. ↑ pimpin' song actually
 
p.p.p.s. i'm cooler than you because I use the word "pimpin'" jsyk..

Samstag - 29 Januar 2011 - 19:28.
setsetsetsetsetset
I need to make more I know, I'm trying.
but mosaics take a gosh darn long time. poop.
teeheheh....
 
how's life in your land?
mehhhhp. I get pork steaks tonight so that makes everything a tad bit better.
I enjoy when people ask me if I have a boyfriend and I get to say no. funfun.
sorry, yeh.
so for junior year you can choose between taking English and History separate or there's American Studies which is a two hour class that combines both. And there's a lot of work but it's supposed to be really fun, it's got quite a reputation. And my best friend is being a buttfaceslackerpants and is thinking she's not going to do it. OH BUT SHE SHALL. And then my other friend is taking another hard class that year and he's changing his mind about taking Studies toooooo. but they need to take it with me :( Because I'll like know most of the people in the class but we're not the best of chums like I am with them two :(
 
I DESPISE my english class this year. ughghhasldkfjsl
I had Oral Com first semester and that was bad enough but I hate my english teacher now. she's so dumb and she isn't helping me whatsoever. She'll just give me a meh grade but won't even mark what I did wrong. ughhh I need to get an A by the time the first progress report comes out or my dad will flip... he won't like kill me but he'll just talk forever about it.
 
aaaaand what else. oh so I want to be like an architect/design type person when I grow up so I had this project in geometry to create a floor plan and I spent awhile making mine realistic and a house that I would actually enjoy. And then she picks some to keep but she only bases it on how they look, not actually how good they are. I don't really mind that she didn't pick mine exactly, I kind of wanted to keep it anyway, but she picked one where the bathroom was like 1.5x BIGGER than the bedroom... o_0
I don't like my geometry teacher either.. starting see a pattern here?
 
GUTEN ABEND.
 
p.s. my photography = that way ☞
 
p.p.s. or.. if you happen to be viewing this set on my profile for some odd reason it's that way ☟
 
p.p.p.s. I have so much music to get.. like WHY do I not have An Airplane Carried Me To Bed yet!??
 
p.p.p.p.s. bye(:

for round one of Polyvore's Best Photographer.
we had to do fashion, it was really quite fun. Umm I took a ton but these were the best. .
 
1. I adore that necklace, it's from New York & Co but I got it for like $8 instead of $20-ish on Black Friday. umm yeh. hope this doesn't make you uncomfortable ahah it does for me even though I had a tank top on with no straps.
 
2&3. my friend got me that locket for my birthday, it's kind of dark but I like it (:
 
4. mmmm hair. yes ahah. and I love that cardigan! and the tights and everything yes
 
5. these are three (two are behind the picture) of some fashiony photos I took last year

Sontag - 23 Januar 2011 - 22:17.
I am just horrid at art sets..
but yeah don't mind that, I'm just going through another Taylor phase.
Enchanted is by the far reaches of pluto my favorite.
just freaking read this: bit.ly/gBgdmJ
(it links to Tumblr no worries)
D'AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW xD
If you know me at all you should know I entirely adore Taylor and Adam.
WHY have they not done a collab yet?
and come to think of it.. why aren't they married with 10 children yet?
that's so creepy, I'm kidding.. but they're just some precious people :)
 
and I don't even know how to begin saying this.. but my facebook has just been exploding with posts about this cheerleader in my grade that got in a car accident from what I can tell. I mean it seems sweet, facebook brought everyone together to give her support. but.. it also started the rumor that she died. 400000 posts all read RIP, and I'm just thinking how the heck do you mess that up? Let me be the horrible person now, but that's why I don't like facebook.. it's so fake and just.. facebook. This guy who I know to be a complete atheist says "you'll be in my prayers." i'm sorry I just find this odd, did he really pray for her? I can't see that, I mean he could have but.. it's just everyone's business when, without facebook, only her closest friends would know at first. I shouldn't even know. It just kind of sickens me that somehow that got all over facebook, people believed that this girl died. She very well could have and I think she's in critical condition, but leave her family and her real friends in peace, give the support they need but you can honestly go so far on facebook.
I played soccer with her as a kid, and we were never friends and I haven't seen her in years but I mean someone dying (or so I thought) at this age just got me thinking what if it WAS someone I knew? I cannot even imagine. If you're willing.. a prayer for a stranger's life could maybe go a long way (:
 
gute nacht.